no name

 i recall how i wore rushed in 
or maybe it wore all an dream 
but the doctors had skills like DJS

i am fixated by how i take blood samples

while you take music samples

how i got hooked up on IV drop 

and almost drop it like its hot 

when i met that carrier at retirement 

but i happy you pick up like that a coffee cup

i recall how i barely could breathe in the beginng

couldnt mouth a full sentence 

but faster then a ambulance 

i wore falling when i came in to the retirement 

maybe i wore happy to get out from the hospital

but i never expected to be locked in by elderly 

that frankly i wore a bit scared off but  then 

the people looked more like a classic then a horror show

yeah you guys made me fall. in love with my second fam

that did care who i am , they embrace me for who i am 

flaws and all , that is one of the most important thing 

understand that its hard to living

and we all do our best 

but i think i new have found the chapter 

who kinda bet them rest 

iigår ( yesterday )

 i see the dots and wonder what next sentence
i think we talked before but it wore " igår " 
 that we become friends  , how we needed space

to restart , to fix our communication , or lack of mine

but i really happy you become a friend of mine

i understand i am a bit complex and complicated 

but i try make you understand my situation 

educate yourself about your medication

and stuff to deal with , i hate to write 

because what if you see what i write 

judge  them and think is a lousy poem

but its my lousy poem i scribble down

cool down

he got the street style down 

i remember back in the days 

before this damn pandemi got between 

how he basically own the scene 

and i dont go out that much 

but i do support  my fave boys 

ëven if i have to i in ibiza 

yeah he us the guy who got me into ino edm

got that dope ass style , and when i got your first dm

i wore like definally not stay calm , i can be low key

if you like , staying of radar - write a non disclosure 

to be fair i never want to use as exposure 

because i now your place , its not on the tabloids

( just discover this song lol )

paraslide through life

 never suspect to comeback 
but you redraw me with that magic 

recall how both collide on the Internet

wore a suspicious because i heard stories 

but hey , the best stories is written by me  

and i most be a fool when i delete that DM 

i recall how you call me beautiful

that felt quite wonderful 

but i try to protect my heart 

because its all i got

but in secret i think you pretty hot 

yeah you wore a make a wish

and i dont know how you address 

my feelings , i guess that is a part of your intelligence

and you make me feel like an steam room 

after hanging with you in the chat room 

yeah not even if i wore paraslide 

hanging out for my dear life 

tend to be attach but i think we are a perfect match

if not in this  universe , an other world ...

greatness

i dont recall how i lay here 

wear this deadly hospital gown

nothing make sense , to loud frekvens 

but i do remember the sirens of  the ambulance 

someway along the way i become more a friend 

with the hospital  , doctors and nurses then class mates

we just didn't have anything in common 

except try to work out that math problem

in regular my childhood was kinda good expect 

when i learn about my epilepsy by young age 

and i remember my cried  a lot i never really understand fully what i got

but i do  know you live a perfectly fine life , travel and go for your dreams 

so that is what i do , with my poems , hope , ambition , drive is everything 

without that you not really , living - so  find your dream and go with it 

no time like this to achieve , greatness 

single as in single

  single as a single 
add me , yeah you can have me
the only on that tap me 
how ever , focus on always deliver
not much of an giver , more of a taker
because i am a bad bitch , the sickest
but all this guys flex there mere muscles 
when she comes around , try to make her safe and sound 
she are hottest single , like án old television serie
and everybody knew that for the good girl ,every guy is a t - rex 
i know i am very complex , maybe more your exes 
but there one thing i promise - to  keep you out of my poems 

i like the way you cheer me up with your compliments

they make me  heaven sent but dont believe i want you my dms 

but this is why i love my intenet friend they always put  me and great vibe 

me smile and think i am the mos beautiful  girl when i clearly aint 

but i just lucky for being , met such a lovely person 

that understand i dont have this tantrums in chatroom 

it just my epilepsy the upper hand

but i like to have you as my friend

when everyone delete me , reject me 

i feel honored that you add me  

i lost my fam but got a new

 'when i wore little i  got diagnose 
with an condition that doctors told 
would be hard to find a prognoses 

so it took a while until i got my diagnose

i remember how i slowly begin to feel 

less like me and find a rebirth as new me 

it wore a surreal , yeah

the teenage years wore ruthless 

how can people be so heartless 

i got cut out my relatives 

and i have no plan b 

i have to rely on me 

.... but i am not enough

sometimes 

and i  hate that i

everyone know i am not 

perfect 

yeah i remember sit on family dinner 

in friends company ( been abroad but nobody asked ) 

how it was but i had to sit an listen on their damn stories

that wasnt that entertaining  , we all know who is the joker in this fam

or wore , but i learned that i hang with people that get who i am 

in the circus tent

 so there you came in  
made me forgot about him

you wore an chapter to get close

and i wore human cannon ball 

i remember how i fell 

out the wheelchair 

into that carrier 

i think he might be 

the greatest charader

but you comethrought 

and i guess now in hindsight 

i wore lucky that i feel like a acrobat 

how you slide in like an gymnast 

yeah you made my stay in retirement 

perfect , felt  like a little kid in the tent 

watching the exotic animals 

remember how you shower me like an elephant 

i think it wore quite like an circus, how much i like to pretend

you only are a friend it make me made as hell that you havent send  me a DM

since the day i left , but what did i expect - you are a guy who deserve perfect 

why did you only love me broken but when i got healed  the curtains drop

my heart almost stop and i realize who wore the real clown was 

danger zone

  single as a single 
add me , yeah you can have me

the only on that tap me 

how ever , focus on always deliver

not much of an giver , more of a taker

because i am a bad bitch , the sickest

but all this guys flex there mere muscles 

when she comes around , try to make her safe and sound 

she are hottest single , like án old television serie

and everybody knew that for the good girl ,every guy is a t - rex 

i know i am very complex , maybe more your exes 

but there one thing i promise - to  keep you out of my poems 

wild n out

 single as a single 
the only on that tap me 
add me , yeah you can have me

how ever , focus on always deliver

not much of an giver , more of a taker

but  makers gonna make it 

got celebs in my feed ´

not share my stories unless you are my bestie 

yeah i got my priorities ., choose platonic

that cosmic nirvana , and it feels like i dig my own grave 

but at least im not Wild N Out like Kayne 

even if if my condition could let me 

but all i ever wannabe is be able to me

dont think i would be the best lover

but i know i dont j sense as a hater 

throw my fits like you deliver beats 

how you produce that magic on the floor 

that is what i adore , the dancefloor 

becacause it my limbo , my own little disco 

when we cant have a festival and i remember ¨

how i always drop dead one thing went on repeat 

those memories of ibiza and those glory days 

how i watch some some of my favourite gigs 

including calvin harris , kygo , avicci , david guetta 

tinie tempah and ingrosso / axwewll - and  that how i 

saw the white light   but escorted out when somebody started a fight

eating up my words

i remember how i stood  at the local bar 

dancing to the beats that wore like  on repeat 

how i slide in like on magic carpet 

fell out of the wheelchair to the ne character

i was like perfect an new plot that was like boiling hott

kinda like that first coffee drop but recall how i was eating up

loved everything with this place , specially when you painted my face 

know it just suck because nothing can ever it , replace -or maybe it will 

purpose

remember how i wore like had no shirt on 

you just stood there and stand 

and i would recommend

you do something like know 

because i kinda fall in love 

remember how you touch my upper lip 

you looked me in the eye and i wore like 

never knew a man could make me feel soft 

always had my guard up and kinda had to be strong

yeah i remember how awkward it wore when you had to dress me

even if to be honest it wore kinda an dream for me , how you clean me

i bet you wore the greatest brother , gentle carrying and empowering 

and i bet your parents love you , because you are the best human being 

you treat me so well in  the retirement , made me feel like heaven sent

and i think your line of work is perfectly for you , select 

yeah i remember how you catch me when i fell out the wheelchair 

i think it wore here our different world , collide and i love when you slide 

in the morning and kneel down by my bed at mornings , woke me up 

with that gorgeous voice and i am happy you found your purpose 

because when i fell in love ya i knew i could count on you to come through

i remember , you got yelled for something maybe because you hang a bit much with me 

and should care a bit about the other patience but to be honest i wore the honest  

i like how i magic my poems come to life somehow

My conditions comes like seasons , i dont find any reasons 

why i fall , fit , have tantrums in the chatroom 

make a wow in those DMS that we always be friends 

please dont alet me be a one hit wonder , i think i got a bit starstruck

in the beginning when i you , met you over there one the internet 

how i  roll  like out of  control , in the retirement and you hit me with that

alert , heart . out the bed , in my wheelchair into my character and how i fell 

for that carrier . i wasent suppose to do that but i love that you always here have my back

i heard you have quite an record track , of course i was like falling in love that magic you bring 

when you portray them in the songs you sing ,yeah you can make an hospital ward make me feel like 

i am the queen of poem 

VIbe

My conditions comes like seasons , i dont find any reasons 

why i fall , fit , have tantrums in the chatroom 

make a wow in those DMS that we always be friends 

please dont let me be a one hit wonder , i think i got a bit starstruck

in the beginning when i you , met you over there one the internet 

cant help if i get like this , i think there something in the cosmic 

that is kinda magic , and you make me feel like perfect 

even in the worst case scenario , you make the day to an disco 

and thats what i like with you ,   that you are a vibe , mood , atmosphere

... guys like the that is to be honest , rare  , that actually care 

visual dreams

 i wore falling , guess i had an tantum
mum find me laying there in my room

i dont recall this 

just how i got helped by the nurses and doctors

they got skills like DJs and always deliver 

so i wore in coma for like an month 

but i am known in this town as a a survivor 

make a bad time a good , time made me recover 

f love the way they treated me threre , like be on spa

remember how i  woke up and a guy that looked like Zedd

standing by my my hospital bed ( i secretly like that because he wore really hot ) 

kinda speachess because he made me breathless ( to be fair everything wore kinda mind ¨blown )

but i like how you made me feel like an princess in hosital gown . alone in Towern 

love the way you wash my body clean with coconut body  , treat me like i wore somebody 

i had this visuals dreams about him seens that day and today , i wore like got a DM from him 

it might not be true but when you have nothing you choose , hope in whatever comes your way

and that DM made my day ,,,

ps i got a lot of inspirations  . 

honest feelings

 i know you got are so opposite then me but in a other world
opposite world where i am not sick and you not with her 
when we both wore regulars and dreaming how it wore to be stars 

if you never change name , would redraw from the fame game 

and i wore  like hanging out with your crowd , having a BBQ at the padio

or writing session in the studio , yeah in a other world it sounds perfect

maybe to good to be true , and if it is they problembly are 

why would somebody like you want to chat with me , its so unlikely 

and i dont blame you for what you do , why you make me love you

i mean you are an expert of that - i have heard 

but i wont let down my guard 

so i let you know me here and my honest feelings 

didnt want to say to them but you caught me in tantrum

and you deserve better , i hate how i acted toward you 

but i cant handle them and i never knew love wore the trigger 

because nobody have it ever ,  deliver 

you make my spotify , hot

i like them with skills like DJS 

clever like doctors 

cool lilke hipsters 

and he look just like a model 

but i really prefer a role model 

love the way you slide in my dms

drop in without an hint 

makes me reach for the mint

like you wore here but ya not 

everyone know that you make my spotify , hot 

because it goes on repeat and i like that 

some of the places i been ( thank god i am only child ,)

i love the fact i decide to travel abroad before the corona

the fact i went the world around and to fall in coma 

remember how i went to Roma , wanted to show mama 

what i loved with Italy when we went home we heard that Tim died 

i  litterly broke down in the car , whole way to my home  ( still shook ) 

a lot of  people had loss but  i never in my million years would suspect this 

does celebritry live out there wildest dreams , or that worre i thought ?

then travel a bit in Asia , Seoul , which wore so cool as i love kpop and tokyo

singapore was also amazing , very much calmness with wore limpressens 

and  to africa to see safari , outside capedown ( eco friendly of course ) 

but there places i always comeback to in my stories , and now the retirement 

last decade , brighton or england because i went with interrail from dorset and edinbourgh

but my fave place has beeen ibiza for a long time ... ( to be fair , there a lot of places i didnt mention 

like reykavik , canada , finland denmark , paris , brazil , havanna and mexico ... i think thats a few of  the places i been .

the thing is when i woke up friom coma ( a month around ) mom said she took me to every fesival until she wore 75  hehe , to bad the corona hit and i couldnt make her collect her promise -- but i will

i address you in every poem

i love the fact i decide to travel abroad before the corona

the fact i went the world around and to fall in coma 

technically , half dead for a month but no relatives send there condolences

this wore i knew ( when i woke up how fucked up it wore ) 

but i find a new fam in music , friends . in my spotify list and back at retirement 

they like heaven sent and i will always remember them , address them as a poem 

i am so gratful and thankful for my sec chance at life , and you always be my inspiro for  life

the one that keep me going , motivated -to things i wanna achive ....i am so humble i find you

i find you in the middle of a storm 

the human cannon ball

i came in like an human cannon ball

you pick me up when i fall 

put your hands on my fragile body

pick me up like i wore somebody 

treated me like aupair , gentle and  withcare

how you always handed me the teddybear

because i cant sleep without a friend 

street styling and typing 

that was i remember most of those days at the home 

but i loved it there where you picked out what i would wear 

like your strylist and make up artiist 

feeling so freaking fab and  i have to clap for this chap 

who really made me fell embrace in this scene , sometimes i think it wore all a dream

but i thank god i still got  those crazy dms that made it a bit real because honestly thinking about it

no way that anyone  would acknowledge somebody like me , yeah i remember been look up to ya 

since ages , now i am pin you down on pages and make you in to an other character , one  of the ages 

how i sat an listen to music and dream about the places i would see . but did anyone dream about me ? 

people tend to fall in my dm when i come around

i came in like an human cannon ball

you pick me up when i fall 

put your hands on my fragile body

pick me up like i wore somebody 

treated me like aupair , gentle and care

how you always handed me the teddybear

because i cant sleep without a friend 

and how you looked for five minutes for my mask

that hide in the bed , that fell between the sides 

yeah i remember being so sad , scared when i met ya

never tend to fell for ya and know you one of the many character 

i made , hopefully my memories of you never ...  fade 

remember how i comeback from the brain injury 

was about to make my recovery     

i remember how i wore fell from the wheelchair

into you and how you pick me up like an aupair 

got an big hug when i wore there , yeah i loved to be in you in your care 

howyou have made me feel special with that make over 

thats how you won me over 

with all that make over 

i guess i needed an extreme makeover and i knew  by the first sight 

you would be a perfect stylist , brush  up and make up made me feel clean

new every tr rend , updated with that style that made you end up at steet style 

my fave details with you is not what you wear because its your underneath  that is everything

you got those traits that will make an good friiend , son , doctor  - clever like few 

i think i was levitating when i feel out that wheelchair and into  you and puh 

i had nothing to worry about because you made the retirement , heaven sent 

rembember how i fell out the wheelchair just like an acrobat

how you grab me up , pick me up like a litte kitty cat 

slide in like a gymnast and help me made me set back on track 

to be honest , i always knew you would comeback 

fab

i came in like an human cannon ball

you pick me up when i fall 

put your hands on my fragile body

pick me up like i wore somebody 

treated me like aupair , gentle and care

how you always handed me the teddybear

because i cant sleep without a friend 

and how you looked for five minutes for my mask

that hide in the bed , that fell between the sides 

yeah i remember being so sad , scared when i met ya

never tend to fell for ya and know you one of the many character 

i made , hopefully my memories of you never ...  fade 

remember how i comeback from the brain injury 

was about to make my recovery     

in retirement and i wore like , really 

sound extremely boring , but you wore like big hug from a lover

and you have made me feel special with that make over 

thats how you won me over 

with that acknowledgement of style and art

i am happy within i recover , not that i find a closer 

it was really nice to get heal again but mostly i would like 

the doctor because he wore so freaking awesome not only because he wore handsome

usually i dont get treated like i am somebody because but he really wore mature enough 

to understand everyone a friend and that is what i like with him beside the obvious 

but this place wore nothing but fabulous , with my own stylist and make up artist 

 

die hard butterflies

 yeah i know life is not a funfair 
but when i met beautiful souls 
that actually seem to care who i am 
well , that is everything 
because i wore so lost back than 
so i am really loyal to my friends 
whatever if i never more gonna seem them

maybe you just a part of my poem 

but i like them are a dedication of love 

and i really love how you wore my heaven above 

point 2 .0  , because i been living in darkness

but you open the curtains to bring the lightness - in 

yeah i never thought i would met him

how you appear like a daydream , and made me fall in love with space 

i dont think i will ever this place , address be able because you treat me like an princess

how awkwardly i hiccup if you wore single , didnt hear what you said but i glad you me - add

i never felt more protected of you , like you my bodyguard from Die Hard 

and i guess my heart when i had to move on from you . all i have this memories and stories 

wonder if they just fantasies ? 

life isnt a funfair

 i remember you like an funfair 
how i  fell straight in my character

how it wore the darkest days in April

eyes of an Angel , how you made so stable 

yeah i remember how you hold my hand 

said i wore cable , without say it 

that was everything for me and i knew it wore love

that gift  from heaven above and i recall you fit me like a glove 

because you get me better then i am and thats why i love you , man ! 

you so smart , kinda clever like a doctor and with hands of an nurse

i like how you are so mature and empowering - you took my hand when i wore , falling

and i like how you seem to be so humble in  a worlds of cosmic bodies andi love how i fell for an avatar

sometime i wonder how you can be such a perfect human when all i am make fits when you deliver hits 

i guess life isnt a funfair for everybody but its nice to know somebody , care 

true story

those wore the days , hanging by the Nassau beach club to get a tan 

you only could get down there with an wheelchair ramp if you struggle like a champ

and there nothing i  do better then work when it comes to my health - relax during day 

but party the night away in Ibiza - yeah that wore  days , hanging at Ushaia . i been on quite a few gigs 

there and its always a great atmosphere , Grandfather of edm David Guetta , of course ,he must been one of the starters when came to this island , kygo ,       avicci (  which wore magical ) and tinie tempah , - more urban , i guess , i always come for two things music  , axwell and ingrosso and martin garixx and latest , the giant himself ... i am really happy i got fortune to see you guys and wish you well in future ... 

ps . i love this edm fam where i feel really acceptance with who i am hehe 

karma

 i dont know what i said 

all i know i go over it like

all over the time 

try to find the right but he swipe left

in that moment i know there wore somebody else 

i could tell in your text , remember how i was like 

had you back now i am like thank you , next 

delete what he said and you just one of  my random , ex 

meanwhile i am doing Oscar you didnt won Mello 

well karma is a bitch the say 

how we went from an duo , to play solo

loyal as a royal

so i remember spending time at the children ward 

how they wore dressed with grace and elegance 

helped me find my acceptance 

within my condition -- how i fell in love with this scene

it kinda became my dream because it told me who i am 

and it took me quite an long journey , an discovery 

that i wouldnt trade for anything in the world because 

i acknowledge who i am , learn that the only fan of myself - is me

and i recall how i met the friendliest people , hands of a nurse , clever like a doctor 

patient like a student , such a cliche , loyal as a royal and warrior like a soldier 

yeah that what you made me and of course i went and become heaven , sent 

covid love

 i remember how i fell out and you pick me  up 
it wore awesome because i never had such a safe net

how i collapse in the perfect hands 

last year i been thinking a lot of that 

who  can you be so freaking perfect 

lay the hands at  my body

i recall you treated me like i wore somebody

build me my confidence like this retirement

became my summer affair and i really like how you care 

i think you always will be my hero because you wore there 

when i wore falling apart , you had traits that wore perfect 

for your kinda line of work and i assume the nightmare became a dream 

how the patient met her king , yeah an other reason to living - check 

yeah i recall how you got me through the hardest time in my life 

when i woke up from coma and had to recover in the middle of a pandemi 

it could so easy become an tragedy but i got an happy ending 

maybe not with the dress , a wedding but i really felt i wore heaven sent

2.0 when i met you , it wore like a weight over my shoulder got away

and i dreaded the day you would walk away because i know i see you everywhere 

in the atmosphere , heck you  even follow me to the hospital in my dream during coma 

how i was struggle with death and life but somehow you manage swipe ´me back  down to life

yeah i remember how i woke up freaking up , dident knew where i wore but a face kinda remind me of festival so i wore well lets go with that , yeah everything wore out at the ward but i found it quite fun

how they ran around me and try to make me feel sound and how i became there object - l ike a love  subject if only for a moment , criticizer for my weight , cared and how they appear when they only study body , not live with it but i do get it 

i like how i get to the retirement even if i thought it would be totally dull and boring 

turn out you became very inspiring 

i remember how i fell in your body <and you pick me up like i wore nobody

when i got the world weight on my shoulder and i think you look like seven wonder 

how i fell out the wheelchair like an acrobat and you pick me up like an gymnast 

it was just perfect , how you became the ibiza bartender that gave me all those feels 

and  love how you knock me down  in lockdown when shit got real , it was surreal 

( this is one of of my fave song ¨the musician - and i love the music video to )

i basically i love everyone of of his songs but for now i like this ones 

random order : 

Giant 

hard to love with Jessie Reyes

Promises - Sam smith

one kiss dua lipa 

accipteble in the 80s 

the girls 

rain 

exctasy 

im not alone 

feels 

and so many more 

delated chapters of my life

 Is not easy to be an princess 
when you label an hospital mess

a decade ago and somebody told me i wore nobody

i always thought i wore somebody 

find magic in that i survived the hell , excel 

i guess that is my biggest achievement

learning that i am goal , learning i had no control 

and i really happy i met Christian who got my condition

because sometimes i dont really do so i happy you do 

take time of busy day and read the chat , google things when i wore hurt 

this means you got empathy   which is a beautiful trait in your line of field 

and somehow at the retirement i become , healed and that is pretty big deal

i really remember when i collide into you with the wheelchair and how you pick me up 

like an coffee cup , twirl me like a spoon and just like i feel in love , head over heel 

somebody that made me " kill will " but things got way to real , but i loved it 

and kinda erased the memories of the Brit   - i wore like perfect ! 

fuck the irony

remember how you wash my clothes 

pick them out and put me on like an stylist

how we  washed out our memories 

but fortunately i kept them in my diaries 

remember how you wash my dirty laundry

and i remember how the retirement became

less doll and more of like an dormitory 

how i thinking in the beginning

well this is just something i have to deal with

dident meant to be that attach but everyone know 

i fell for everyone i met , but you impossible to forget 

i know this wore like manatory , obligatory 

and it should feel like an victory 

to recover  but it dident 

because it meant i was never gonna have to see ya 

and i had gone an complain to everyone that i wanna come home 

fuck the irony ! 

you made me feel like an princess

there is a place that i found love become myself and who i am

when all my life i have lived for the pictures on the Instagram 

never really been a fond of my birth place but now there is noting 

that can it replace because i see you in every single detail wore perfect

now , 20 years later i must fall in love - fell so awkward back then

nobody wore every my friend so i turn to Instagram 

how you drop into my DMS , i wore like drop dead and crack my head

fell in coma for a month  and had this weird visuals dreams about us 

about being on soccer match and getting an television from Zlatan

how i where hanging at festival whatching my favorits acts 

i would love that right now when you cant attend an show 

remember how i wore said my first word i think it wore , fuck

one of the male nurse chuckle , he wore handsome as fuck 

kinda look like Zedd and i remember when i woke up while he wore was stand by my bed 

yeah support from awesome people guys like this make me feel like an , princess ! 

bartender

i find my favorite bartender at the retirement 

really like how you mixed my meds and made me heaven sent

i recall how in the beginning i wore like throw up the shots of fizzy cups 

in your hands , how got skills like a dj and bartender , shake those Mojito  

mostly because im the virgin of the inn , that dont drink - you know the type that sober

that type that everyone will feel in love with so why dident my reletieves , maybe because they found me irreverent but i love that i found love in the retirement , that truly care susanna , sussi and emmie 

elin , chris  - know i know what i real family is and i thankul for it  

America gangsters

 ..when i have my throw my fit 

   you know , drop it how i how its hot

   he slide in that costume , look like Armani Suit 

   i am one of those OG , that follow him at his IG 

  look like a model on every pics he take because he got that magic

  and i have seen those adds that you took on GQ , i wore like hooked 

  since that day , and i love how your music help brought me back to life

 if you wonder this how i roll , out of control - in your face 

 and i knew you would be hard to replace 

in if you dident knew , you kinda are my  favoriite celebrity star 

that  gives me all these advice  about life with i like but mostly i admire 

you seem so humble down to earth and i like how you slide down the red carpet 

so graceful , you look so intellectual and i have no idea ho frankly how we , met 

all i know it wore perfect - you brought me back to life and now i am your Stepford wife 

not much happen here in wheelchair , on the other side of pond and i know but then i fell into hell

one month of coma ,in an out and the dreams i had wore quite surreal ,i remember have noise 

try to learn to talk again , take my first step again and how much i lost weight because i didnt like hospital  food but music always help get back in better mood , and thats why i likbe you jams , tracks because for me they  are not sounds - its brought me back back to like but somehow i always knew you would comeback

Survivor

i know its wishful thinking , maybe i  am just dreaming

how the world is dressed like fashionable mashup

wish you could like a bra , hook up but i know you wont

life for a girl in a wheelchair is not perfect 

but i choose to make mine , magic 

might not be a top model or a superstar 

but i am a reality star , nothing fake here 

everyday is a bitch and then you die 

unless your name is mine because then you might , survive 

lion tamer

if this  is temporary  you  believe  you the the best company 

you help me come from being a half way dying 

and i believe that your brush , your make up 

made me begin an human living 

i love the intimacy of when you smear 

my lips , you know where i tend to keep the secret 

how you thought i look perfect in that bald head 

and i remember how you sat in the end of the of my end 

five minutes because i needed you a little more this night

okey , and i hate i recall that i i fell out my wheelchair 

into you heart just like a human cannon ball

and how you stroke my feelings like an  cat 

so i guess you became my lion tamer 

and i wonder why its so where so easy to undress

in front of you when i always felt like im not that hot 

how you got the girl ( my version ) .

and this is how you got the girl '

recall how i fell out the wheelchair 

felt like an acrobat tumbling into your heart

and that how i find the first sentence 

how you became the half of my friendship neckless

and i love how you handle me when i wore so helpless

i think its was then when you became my  new bestie

you seem so careless and i love it 

i remember how you pick me up like that coffee cup 

twirl me like an spoon and put me down the bed 

i love to hear you voice it wore smooth 

because the older people wore quite high pitch 

while you had the perfect level  to it 

i wish i  could had record it , like a audiobook

and i am sorry if my feelings did , over took 

they tend to do that when i something , perfect 

obvious

 got those eyes like that harris 
sound like the most beautiful poet 

he just have not write it yet 

i guess i have to do it for ya 

because this plot is such a twist 

how we coexist and  on the gram

cant get that sound out my head

i almost drop dead when you pop in 

its quite like a daydream 

and thank you for stand out with who i am

all my fits and the tantrums , back and forth

shanks for comeback , not be one hit wonder

i have always felt like the dumped lover 

but then i begin to look as my big brother 

my mentor to and inspiring author 

yeah everything with this wore an make an wish 

i never sent and i went a bit to heaven sent 

confession about the retirement

remember how i came in with an taxi 

faster then a ambulance i pick my new friends 

the plot , setting and main character - like christian 

total knock out where i fell out my wheelchair , into him

well not the good on first impressions 

kinda that girl who drop it like  Cardi , no balance like Ari 

but like the way you pick me up and treat me like a  pussycat 

i think he is the hottest guy i met outside , the Internet ! 

with a gentle heart , carrying touch and which means a lot 

when you alone inside the retirement with elderly people 

i really like his treatment and he became my favorite ( not only because he wore hot ) 

and this story could be boiling hot but i decide to not because i dont wont to loose his chances is future 

when he gonna work , be in love ( to be clear maybe it was in love ) maybe i fell in love with life again 

but i am sure i definally found a friend the way wrap my Pampers like that , made me feel smashing 

i recall how him became my stylist and  make up artist , to be honest i love it have him pick out what i would wear and when that lipgloss , smear  the intimmacy in this retirement  room and how my heart went boom when he sat on the end my bed , for a couple of minutes because he hide for somebody 

well to me was him always welcome , in  because you made the nightmare a dream and i hope you still remember who i am ? 

BAD AS BITCH ( BUT I AM SICK SO I KINDA WIN ( hehe )

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you introduce me to your girlfriend
 she is cute but so am i 
last decade , i would be all in your face 

what i learn in Brighton that i deserve better

everyone  deserves love and i recall i  went abroad

twice , went to heaven up for a month and how i nearly died

but nobody phone call from my relieves , my cousin and aunties 

whey am i always the only one who expect more of those i thought me , loved 

grow up with - wonder why i wore so easy to cut out from the family tree 

 you gave me an olive branch , i wonder for what , when you gave me a life 

wondering what i what i doing wrong when nothing really was my fault 

it just you hade a problem with who i am and me being disable , my label 

its so obivious nów when i grew up and thats why i flew north , to Brighton 

yeah everywhere where i dident fint traits of my relatives because they just wore negative 

meanwhile i needed that positive surrounding system and thats how if  home in EDM 

OLIVE BRANCHES

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you introduce me to your girlfriend
 she is cute but so am i 
last decade , i would be all in your face 

what i learn in Brighton that i deserve better

everyone  deserves love and i recall i  went abroad

twice , went to heaven up for a month and how i nearly died

but nobody phone call from my relieves , my cousin and aunties 

why am i always the only one who expect more of those i thought me , loved 

grow up with - wonder why i wore so easy to cut out from the family tree 

 you gave me an olive branch , i wonder for what - for not get help with living 

but i think i know i am deserve more love the  that , a reason to be laughed at 

i deserve respect . 

HEHE

yeah i remember when i got a like from one of my fave babes 

to be fair it was like about one of two , yes i talk about you guys 

i always felt secluded from life but then i felt like you embrace me 

it wore like awesome because you so my role models since i dont know how long

but it felt a bit like this when you commented my twitter and IG ( i been one of your OGS  )

since and felt like this must be magic ! 

my biggest fear

 i got a celeb crush 
he probably think i am 
to much , i guess i am 
with all of my tantrum
never been together with anyone 
because i am scared of hurting them 
their feelings but what about mine 
hate how people reject me just because 
i am label sick maybe i did it to 
because doctor told me i was weak
told me what i would do 
so i fell in love in hospital 
when i wore young 
and 
then went over to festival 

but not everyone understand 

me there and that is my biggest fear 

in fashion

 he live west life beefing with the south side 
to heavy chain , prefer the brain before beauty
and look like an model off duty 

i like how you dance like the stars above 

maybe this is love 

how you stretch out on the upper deck . sun deck

yeah in you i see magic in the way move by the tables

pour up the fuzzy tabs like a bartender ,yeah you are my best character

remember how i fell out my wheelchair into your care , it wore awesome 

because you wore freaking handsome - wore that uniform like it wore in was in fashion 

and i like how you love what you do , i can tell you do got that passion 

like i have when i write about my inspiration 

your music gave me life

i know how i sound when i speak to you 

but do you now how you look when you in the mood

got the vibe , at least i can say i am happy to be alive

after be in coma in a month , had weird dreams about DJS

most of them i dont know if they are real and yeah everything is surreal 

but i love the the fact i dreamt that  i wore on a festival 

and that i got a vision of Zlatan gave me a televsion 

i think it wore because the add he  doing 

but i wore like where my television due my stay

as people might know i wore listen some of fave artist to help to get back on track 

( no perticul order ) but in my head you always be my lover - hehe ... 

Diplo , brought the disco  , Martin Garixx , play with the sticks and the nurses , well they looked up to him - Zedd stod by hospital bed when i woke up ( known as Kristian ) which freaked me out hehe

how i fell in love with Sofi tucker , style and music but most important how i fell in love with Harris again < after my damn tamtrum ... ( one of hundred ) 

Tellus

he got that east coast life to an south coast life 

chains neckless and if i see them i will be reckless 

probably throw a fit when i wonder where all the fellas 

that will protect mother earth , for what she is worth 

... who forgot about Tellus , this planet is so precious 

our only home but we treat it like trash and everything is a mess

i dont like how politics talk shit meanwhile we , destroy it 

and i really feel bad i had an travel instagram because i am now aware 

seen ithe dark and i am fear there is no future here for those who are , aware 

its an new world and i am not fond of it 

christian

 when everything is over 
i find  a closure and a new chapter

thought i never find any more inspiration

no vision but then i met , christian ...

or more like collide in him 

when i fell out from the wheelchair 

and i do remind  he pick up me like aupair 

i remember how he had the nicest eyes 

that made me feel like a home 

after this it  wore set in stone 

i find an new muse 

that i wore about to troll

for ages , days , or until we went separate ways 

but all i know you are one of the best ( so far ) 

treated me like an star , saw underneath my condition

and handle me with such an perfection 

he had such an gentle heart , clever as an doctor

mind of a student and hands of an nurse 

strong as an soldier and thanks for making me a warrior  

i remember how you was like need a brush up and gave me a make up 

basically become my stylist and make up artist and definally better - then  Jenner 

( sorry if i namedrop ) 

distance friends

i remember how i went all around the world twice 

in search for something sugar and nice 

went half away up to heaven and got knock down in quarantine 

remember how i went sent to retirement . after that being coma in a month

thought it would be such bored but i find myself being pampered 

yeah i recall it felt like living like a collective and there wore so many souls i connected with

and now in retrospect i really approcherade how well i was treated in the retirement   

the thing is i dont walk like Ari , I get down like Cardi when i have an fit just like you deliver hit 

i get tantrums and fits - the consequences of living with a seizure that you cant cure is that it might be hard to deal with friends but i like us to be , our happy ends because every touch , like - mend ... 

Medical alcohol

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Check the feed
everyone know i am a OG 
begin to  comment  on your account 
babe i came to represent 
used to like heaven sent 
locked in the retirement
somehow got a guy to talk with me
 you smell way to much medical alcohol
but i begin to love it , i wonder if you single 
dont see any ring or do you like somebody else 
its ok if you do because one thing i learn from you 
was that i that i that i had to take care about myself 
before i can love somebody  else but  i still want to be friends
i like how you repair , stitch and how you had that perfect pitch 

kinda knew that it was out of reach but then again

you where here to help out and i love that i wore like fell out that wheelchair 

and you had to pick me up like an coffe cup , remember i wore twirl on those legs

i love the intimacy between you and i while you help in the bed 

obviously you are my favorite carrier 

remember how you wipe my ass , god i felt so awkward  in my pampers 

but i guess you thought i wore pretty -  well you should me  in long hair then i am real cutie 

and i bet you dident only like my booty if its like bootylious , but you should met mind it can be kinda danderous with all this tantrums and my heart is the worst , kinda chewing like like cotton candy but when it comes to write , its pretty handy ..

Armani Suits

 ..when i have my throw my fit 

   you know , drop it how i how its hot

   he slide in that costume , look like Armani Suit 

   i am one of those OG , that follow him at his IG 

  look like a model on every pics he take because he got that magic

  and i have seen those adds that you took on GQ , i wore like hooked 

  since that day , and i love how your music help brought me back to life

 if you wonder this how i roll , out of control - in your face 

 and i knew you would be hard to replace 

in if you dident knew , you kinda are my  favoriite celebrity star 

that  gives me all these advice  about life with i like but mostly i admire 

you seem so humble down to earth - when you are living on the red carpet 

yeah i think you are kinda perfect  man and to fair , i do see you more as a friend 

and i like this to remain , i remember when i lay at hospital woke up from coma 

that i been in a month , i listen a lot to your music to help  with the recovery 

i find you had an easy disc , basically perfect when you have no control

over your body but i like to think i do , one year later i became so much better 

thanks to  listen to that music that transform me to somebody , i always wanted to be 

and that the thing i love with music , they tend to embrace you whoever   your are 

but i just thought it kinda weird you find me by a million avatars , its not like i am  a superstar 

   

safe place

 there no consequences
he is the guy with  intelligence

gentle heart and treat me like art

i know that it would be hard to forget ya

but i will always recall how i met ya

how i stumble out the wheelchair into your care

how you pick me up like a coffee cup eat every monument up when i hang around with ya

yeah i remember how you put on those damn Pampers 

dident even felt awkward because you made me feel so dapper

how you wash my body clean wore quite an embarrassing dream

kneel by my bed with the loveliest flowers cover and why cant my heart 

recover - thinking i find an lover and i hate that i had to find closure 

basically kicked out from the only safe place i been ( to sum it , retirement wore an dream ) 

he came back

i wore almost about to

thank God you not private 

i know we isnt exclusive

 but in my head you live rent free

 maybe you just a daydream 

or i am just a fool to believe 

but im not ready to put you in the archive 

ok 

 one dm can means so much when you  have a lot 

and when it comes from somebody like you , it means a lot 

i remember how i follow your IG back in the days because i am a OG

how iell in love with the lyrics and poems - but the  best dms was the ones you send to me 

how i look up to your performance meanwhile i was felt swept away in performance

remember how i went to Wireless with a broken feet just to see your gig because you never disappoint 

and got really happy when you send me that , tweet  - i might not be a have a private but i do consider you as my favorite , mostly because you help me through the coma and health - got me realize self worth 

but of course when it comes to the  jams , you are my fab DJ ( and singer ) 

that always deliver hits like i do fits in the tantum and in the chatroom

yeah i like to call you an my mentor in  search of become an author 

återfall varje dag

 this is the thing you brought healing to the pain

how you saw my fear in my eyes and fell down own your knees 

and talk to me with so much confidence  

like to believe what we had wore romance but if we only wore friends

i am ok with that , hard to know the different when you are like heaven sent 

but you wore one of the guy i will all appreciate , and i dont believe it wore faith

or destiny but i do know for certain and that is i love your company 

met many guys in the doctor field but nobody quite like you , you special 

all i want to do is, återfall - go back to what we he had -i think i got it bad

it feels like i am crawling , falling  down from the bar - dont make much sence

but like you agree with in my sentence 

dream team for life

 vimlat runt  i himlen 
famlat förr stjärnor och doctor

var så jävla hög , kunde inte se marken

föll som ett stjärnfall och hamna på akuten

tog livet på lek , men jag kommer allt håg visuellt

folk trodde jag skulle bli hon som bli nyheten 

På Aktuellt , tog livet som det var på lek  landet 

såg aldrig faran men jag kommer ihåg dina ögon

kännes som komma hem när jag var ålderdomshemmet

och tack för du blev min vän och inte fiende - jag bråkar med livet 

du tar allt för givet och jag gillar att titta när du dricka ditt kaffet 

det var typ högpunkten i situation och jag minns det så väl när du sa 

vi kunde vara ett team ( dream team for life ) kommer inte ihåg ifall vi vann

men i mina ögon jag gjorde för jag fick en , vän !  

no bloppers

no bloppers but i like how you treat me like a princess 

that how you got disable access because you thought i wore , pretty dapper 

in those damn Pampers , yeah those memories i cherish even if they awkward like hell

but i like think you treat me like that Belle , saved her from hell and you wore so clever 

notice i needed help , adapt and help me to except that is respect ! yeah you got hands of an nurse 

but what worse , mind like an doc which kinda rock  . sorry if i am i a bit starstruck in everyone i met 

real or trl . you know the deal - always dream of being top of the pop and i cant help of you make my heart stop ! 

fell in love with the retirement

somehow i  felt into retirement

thought i wore sent to heaven 

came back to life when i you met 

remember how i fell out my wheelchair

into your care , decided to make you an character

i think you got those perfect eyes , really like your advice

how you pick me up from the floor , clearly i got adored 

second time around but sometime i felt more safe and sound 

this time , i remember how you woke me up , brush me up 

and put on some make up basically become my stylist 

and make up artist , yeah i really felt dapper in this damn Pamper 

allt än vara vänner

 vimlat runt i himlen 
allt jag ser är stjärnor

faller ner från baren 

snubblar in den jävla karlen

du hänger med ditt  gäng 

och jag faller i min himmelsäng 

plockas upp av vän där runt söder 

och fan jag tror vinet jag spillt 

gör att mitt hjärta blöder 

ja vill inte gå sönder 

i kväll . över honom 

men just nu vill jag allt vara vänner 

Rhodes

remember when i wore a little shit 

all i wanted to be on the brit 

award , see my name on the billboard 

never really got that i had to work for it

all i wanted to being adored 

yeah i remember how i got hospitalize 

have to struggle with my inner demons 

spend a lifetime in the cell 

saw the writing on the wall 

until i met this little doll 

shes now the of my life ¨

we wore young love and somehow against it all

we  made it , hade our dreams pen out to make it 

but it only take a kiss to make it lit and she wore perfect

i wore week , she got me hooked -  a yellow rose 

here name wore Rhodes and she got my heart explode 

( i do like selena gomez but in dont pit woman against woman so cograt Hailey this for ya )

thunberg

 när jorden inte känns som ens hem

när planeten inte är ens , vän 

musik har bytts ut brand bilar 

och jag har börjat räkna dagar

har aldrig känt så osäkert som nu 

när jag växte upp var bäst 

för man visste inget 

hur livet skita sig 

att de vuxna bara skulle ta och fuck up 

vår framtid , hallå det var vår framtid ? 

och i nutid försöker de göra politik av saken

och det är tragisk att en tonåring behöver ta hand i saken 

mesta dels eftersom hon är sjuk och behöver tid och ro om själv 

inte världen<, tuneberg behövde lugnet inte kaoset

jag tycker det iallafall