i lost my fam but got a new

 'when i wore little i  got diagnose 
with an condition that doctors told 
would be hard to find a prognoses 

so it took a while until i got my diagnose

i remember how i slowly begin to feel 

less like me and find a rebirth as new me 

it wore a surreal , yeah

the teenage years wore ruthless 

how can people be so heartless 

i got cut out my relatives 

and i have no plan b 

i have to rely on me 

.... but i am not enough

sometimes 

and i  hate that i

everyone know i am not 

perfect 

yeah i remember sit on family dinner 

in friends company ( been abroad but nobody asked ) 

how it was but i had to sit an listen on their damn stories

that wasnt that entertaining  , we all know who is the joker in this fam

or wore , but i learned that i hang with people that get who i am