my biggest fear

 i got a celeb crush 
he probably think i am 
to much , i guess i am 
with all of my tantrum
never been together with anyone 
because i am scared of hurting them 
their feelings but what about mine 
hate how people reject me just because 
i am label sick maybe i did it to 
because doctor told me i was weak
told me what i would do 
so i fell in love in hospital 
when i wore young 
and 
then went over to festival 

but not everyone understand 

me there and that is my biggest fear