circus princess , obvious

 i am not the best a good impression 

but can you find some compassion

for a girl like me who been to told 

i am not gonna live to i get old 

yeah it took a long time for me accept 

but when i did everything wore , perfect

and i cant help if you dont get my situation

condition and get wrinkles in your head 

i like how kneel by my bed 

woke me up with your voice 

so different to other then boys 

this is how i knew what makes a  men 

whats makes a friend and i think you are living miracle 

how you help me up like an acrobat , like i fell in your safety net 

yeah for me its quite an balance act like i wore walking on an trampoline

but the rush you gave me wore such adrenaline  

and i felt like a clown in the bald head but you made me feel like a circus princess 

to be honest i know i am a   hot mess but i like the way me , address

like i wore perfect good as i am because i need something to hold on in the middle of storm

so you became that calm so i could focus not to fall down