show up

i had an dream to become an the winner of the IDOL

but life doesnt turn out like that and i know 

i kinda look like an idiot 

turned my ambition for music lyrics to the love for poems 

not like they are so different anyway  

everyone that knows me i love a bit of word game 

maybe you the same , trying to keep it secret but i aint an expert 

you probably think i am an snob who doesnt , job 

went to art school  can claim i wasnt , expert 

it wore here i discover my love for the poetry and boys 

and specially in you , my neigbor and i show know better

then not name drop drop like an mic drop 

yeah i recall when i wore little an had this fantasies about MTV

being a singer but as the stars never show up , i wore like fucking this 

dream and turn to my real scene - writing .... and suddenly every show up 

when i level up and had my glow up !